Panteragirl55

It was extremely scary when I realized how much I cared. It almost made me want to change my feelings. Then you changed my mind with one little line. Now you're the icing on the cake. The one that holds me together and makes me so happy. Even when everything else seems to be crashing down around me.

It always goes back to you and just what you did to me. How much you hurt me and the lies you told me. You told me you would never leave Well, you did a long time ago. You told me you would love me forever. Well, that changed a long time ago. Why does it still effect me? Why do I believe everyone will do the same? Why do I still give a fuck? Because I still believe you are amazing and you still have a part of my heart. You always will and god damn it I wish you didn't.

FADE IN: INT. CHOIR ROOM- MORNING The classroom is buzzing with voices. Mrs. Smith walks over to Kat who is sitting on the first row of risers talking to some friends. MRS. SMITH Kat have you done the audition for this class yet? KAT No I haven't. MRS. SMITH OK, well, let's go back into the other room and do it now. KAT OK Kat follow Mrs. Smith through a door and off scene. INT. PRACTICE ROOM- MORNING Mrs. Smith is sitting down at a piano and Kat is standing next to her. MRS. SMITH Kat, let's start out with you humming the note I play on the piano. KAT OK Mrs. Smith plays different notes on the piano as Kat tentatively hums

FADE IN: INT. CHICKEN COOP- AFTERNOON Samantha sits on the floor of a small chicken coop petting a small black chick. There are a few more chicks in a box next to her. SAMANTHA You are so cute. Can I take you home with me? I want to keep you. Samantha slowly puts the chick down and walks out of the chicken coop. INT. DINING ROOM- EVENING Samantha, Grandpa and Grandma sit around the dining room table eating dinner and talking about there day. SAMANTHA (CONT'D) I love the little chicks that we bought. They are so cute. GRANDPA Were you keeping a good eye on them? SAMANTHA Yes, I was. The best. GRANDPA Was it your good eye? SAMAN

When I look in the mirror I can still see the scared little girl That stood at her grandparent's grave. The girl that hides everything she is Because she was to afraid to face the facts And I am not so sure that I am not still her. I can still see the girl That hurt everyone around her And herself along the way. I do not understand how I cannot be her. I can still see the girl That finally put her heart out there And was destroyed because of it. How can I not be her? I do not understand How to let go of everything And believe I can be A different person After everything that has happened.